I WAS HERE
NAME: Christian Gatmaitan Vicmudo COUNTRY: Philippines

"People don't tell me who I am. I tell them."

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The Last Song (Song) by POCH1

I.

Soon I am gonna leave this world

Leave with a smile because

I will see Heaven, Heaven and angels

Don’t be sad because I’m at peace

I am protected ‘cause

This love I have is pure and everlasting

Refrain:

It doesn’t matter anymore

What others might think of me

What’s important is the happiness I gave

And the lives I had saved

Chorus:

I hope I gave light

I hope I shared love enough to make people smile

I know you loved me

So true, I believe

And you were sincere

I will watch over you from here

I am now with the Father

So be at peace

II.

What happened to the world of man

Full of wars and deceit

Life is so short so stop aiming for power

Be the Hands and the Eyes of God

That look with compassion and

Give food to hungry souls and to the weary

Refrain:

These were the things I learned

With wisdom I had on earth

What’s important is the happiness you gave

And the lives you have saved

(Chorus 2x)

Lone Traveler (Song) by POCH1

I.

The child was once happy

Smiling so bright

With eyes like a rainbow

He smiled like there was no tomorrow

Refrain:

He was surrounded with love

Sharing the music from above

But the clock has stopped ticking

He said goodbye to his friends

Traversing their owns paths

Till the ends of the earth

Chorus:

Walking on different roads

I am still walking alone

Seeking for light

Seeking for prisms

I am still lost but I’ll try to see

All of the beauty in this void no one dares to travel

II.

He worked hard enough

To reach his own dreams

Then at the peak, he said

"What happened to me, what is missing?"

Refrain:

He used to give all for love

But there is no one to be loved.

Since he tried to paint on a blank wall, 

He found something at last

Making his own path

Till the dawn breaks the night

(Chorus 2x)

Beautiful Soul

Why do people focus more on the superficiality of oneself? What I meant by “superficiality” is that people always appreciate more of how one looks on the outside, rather than looking on what is in a person’s soul. The problem with the world today is that people are narcissistic. They want to become famous, do cool stuff even if it’s not (morally) good! Just for the sake of popularity they try to change themselves, and the worse part is that they’re changing NOT for the better. People becoming narcissistic is getting worse in time. These people would just brag anything about themselves so people may praise them. They will just do anything to make themselves look like they have a perfect life in photos they have in the internet. Ugh, yeah the internet makes people even worse. But when I think of it, if they do have a happy life, they wouldn’t seek much attention from people. I guess that’s what they want, attention… or some are just really not contented.

Maybe I’m saying this because I’m an introvert. I don’t like parties that much or making so many friends or acquaintances. But hello, how many real friends do you get on the internet? For example on Facebook, a lot of people like your posts or photos, but does each one of them matter in your life? I mean, yeah, they do matter but how many REALLY matter? How many of those acquaintances do you want to be involved in your life? How many of those friends you have, know the real you?

What I’m trying to say is that superficiality is so in trend in this generation, and it’s getting worse. It’s not healthy because as time goes by, one feels that he/she is worthless just because people do not appreciate how they “look,” and they’ll feel insignificant because they’re not popular. Honestly, it doesn’t matter, because no matter how cool or good-looking someone is, if their attitude sucks then they’re gonna go nowhere. If in the end, they become successful in life, then good for them, but what God looks for is the beauty and purity of one’s soul. If in the final judgement (or let’s say the rapture comes tomorrow), they should’ve changed and repented already so that they’ll be ready.

Furthermore, by concentrating on the goodness of your soul and not by joining in the superficial flow most humans go with, you will find the people who are worthy of your friendship. Those are the people who will truly love and accept you for who/what you are. Focus on the deeper level, mold yourself into a better person through your morals, values, character and faith. What others say do not matter, because what really matters is how you look at yourself, and how God and the people you love see and accept you.

So SMILE. Ask yourself “Is my soul beautiful?” If your answer is yes, then you don’t have anything to worry about! :) It’s all you need in order to please God, and be confident about yourself. If others don’t accept you because you’re too nice or kind or living your faith, then the problem is in them because they don’t appreciate these values. They’re just gonna get stuck getting their significance from the approval of other people who may just be temporarily staying in their lives. Though, try to understand them because they’re the ones who need love the most. Share your love to them because a “beautiful soul” has the capability to give a pure and genuine love.

-POCH1

Psychologists say: The person who tries to keep everyone happy often ends up feeling the loneliest.

━ (via psych-facts)
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
This Little Thought

Every time I think that maybe you’re already with someone else, there’s this little thought inside my head that wonders “Why wasn’t it me? Why can’t it be me?”

"I tried so hard… but I’m not the one"

Oh well, that’s in the past. Let’s leave it there. It’s just a thought… that pinches my heart just a little.

I know we all think we’re immortal, we’re supposed to feel that way, we’re graduating. But like our brief four years in high school, what makes life valuable is that it doesn’t last forever. What makes it precious, is that it ends. I know that now more than ever and I say it today of all days to remind us that time is luck. So don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Make yours count for something, fight for what matters to you. No matter what. Cause even if we fall short, even if we fail, what better way is there to live? It’s easy to feel hopeful on a beautiful day like today. But there will be dark days ahead of us too. There will be days where you feel all alone and that’s when hope is needed most. No matter how buried it gets, or lost you feel, you must promise me, that you will hold on to hope and keep it alive, we have to be greater than what we suffer. My wish for you, is to become hope. People need that. So as we look around here today, at all of the people who helped make us who we are, I know it feels like we’re saying goodbye, but we will carry a piece of each other into everything that we do next, to remind us of who we are, and of who we’re meant to be. I’ve had a great four years with you, and I’ll miss you all very much.

━ Gwen Stacy’s Graduation Speech (The Amazing Spiderman 2)
It’s Almost Semptember!

It was a painful path, but as time went by I guess everything healed. And this time, I’m not gonna be bitter, but celebrate instead! Cheers for the wisdom and lessons learned. It’s been 2 years of circling in circles and now it has finally ended! :)